Musings, Part 5
Nov. 12th, 2005 02:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
la_samtyrNo, lj didn't eat any multiple posts. I just decided to use fresh numbers. Besides, it's better than using the title I *wanted* to use, which is--um, ok. Nevermind. We'd better not go there just now. I'm really *really* mad right now, I'm gonna go on a rant here, so be warned.
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Suffice it to say, if I could be *anyone* in the world right now, this very minute--it would be Bert. I just want to hurt my brother so f'n *bad*. I know, it's wrong of me. I'm being a very bad person. I know that. But my brother has no soul; ergo, he is incapable of feeling emoitional/psychic pain. But to be able to break his neck with just one punch--and *know* that he's going to feel pain, real physical pain and have to live with it for what would be a very long time--it would be so worth it.
Off to sulk now and pick up my new meds.
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Suffice it to say, if I could be *anyone* in the world right now, this very minute--it would be Bert. I just want to hurt my brother so f'n *bad*. I know, it's wrong of me. I'm being a very bad person. I know that. But my brother has no soul; ergo, he is incapable of feeling emoitional/psychic pain. But to be able to break his neck with just one punch--and *know* that he's going to feel pain, real physical pain and have to live with it for what would be a very long time--it would be so worth it.
Off to sulk now and pick up my new meds.
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