Not A Good Day

*Finally* got a call back from my eBay seller and damned if the items I had them list *did not* sell! The offers they got didn't even cover their listing price! This is insane. Fuck! I mean, I just cannot seem to catch a break. Right now I'm practically having to sell things at a *major* loss. I wish I had a way to list things myself but I've already got my hands full. *sigh* This makes absolutely no sense. I've priced nearly identical items on eBay and they bring good money. But once *my* stuff is listed... it's like people know it belongs to me and they avoid it, which is why I listed them with a seller in the first place. But even listing them w/a seller hasn't worked. I swear that I've been cursed. I'm not joking. Sometimes... and people wonder why I fight depression. It's simple -- because life sucks. Is it any wonder I look forward to death? I'm sure whatever lies ahead *has* to be better than this. Even now, there are times when out of the blue, a "local" will make sure to mention my ex-from-hell to me -- and this is almost ten *years* later! Like I said before, the only freedom is to be found in death. Surely I won't have to wait much longer?