Update For Now, Part 2

Late again; big surprise eh? Well, here goes.

Well, it seems that my soon-to-be ex-sis-in-law has *really* done a number on "their" credit and shit. What really pisses me off is that *I* helped them buy the damned places in the first place--that was *my* contribution, and not *her* family! God, how she must hate me! She must *really* hate me! And why, I will probably never know. Fuck. She never did want Jesse here in Harvard--he always went along w/her to keep peace (::shrugs:: I guess, anyway--who knows?). Jealous, possessive---ooooh! I could just rant forever! The absolute *worst* is that I made a "personal" loan to them but since *she* had charge of the finances I'm gonna take it up the ass once again.

****RANT WARNING****
Jesus Fucking Christ Jesse! *Why* did you not take over the finances?!? After she did this shit *twice* before?!? Why didn't you *tell* me or at least Mom what was going down? Do you have the faintest *clue* what this has done to me? What it *is* doing to me? I fucking *needed* (still need) that money but I thought I was helping you and your family out! I sure as hell would not have loaned you that money, that's for goddamn sure! Why were you not more hands on?? Don't tell me that I should have talked to you sooner! *There was no fucking way to reach you!* **NOW** you have a cell phone--your very first! *Why* didn't you get one sooner? I could *NEVER* get you on the phone--*SHE* controlled all incoming calls! You were always either 'gone" or "busy"; you were never available to take calls! Never! As well as her screening all the mail and probably the e-mail too... **FUCK IT ALL ANYWAY!!!** And you *only* use Yahoo Messenger--I asked you time and again to get AIM or ICQ or even Trillian--but no!! Damn!!! God, I am so fucking screwed. I hope that something can be salvaged -- and it probably can be -- but it's going to be a real fucking pain. !!!SHIT!!!
****RANT OVER****

Ok, I am fucking tired so I am going to take a nap now and update later on today/tonight.